Today was one of those days when a certain topic came up so often it was a little scary. I thought maybe God was telling me to tell you all about it (the three of you who read this). I was having a wonderful discussion through instant message with an old friend of mine who I went to high school with and who served our country in Iraq. Now even though I am against war of any kind I have a lot of respect for him and what he went through during this war. I know that I would never want to be put in that situation. Anyway we were talking about our differing views on what is written in the Bible and we started talking about the government and how much involvement Christians should have in the government and whatnot. My friend quoted to me Romans 13:1-7 which I scrambled to look up and only read the first verse before I replied:
Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God.
You can look up the rest if you are interested but I just don't feel like typing it all. He was saying that God put the ones who run this country in power. Which I disagreed and said that the people of this country put them in power. Ultimately our government was established by humans and there is no way that our founding fathers could have known what the perfect government in God's eyes would be. In the end we agreed to disagree.
Not long after I got off of the computer I went to meet with Jeff for a one on one meeting. Jeff along with his wife Cathrine sort of run the LA Catholic Worker. We were going over the values and beliefs of the Catholic Worker (since I am new we meet weekly to go over different things about the community). As I looked over the list Jeff asked me which ones I had questions about. I came across "Biblical Anarchy" which is two words you would not expect to be next to each other at any point for your standard American Christian.
So I asked him what exactly that meant. He talked a lot about how in the bible God's people were always apposed to the state. The authorities were always after Jesus. Even from the moment that he was born kings wanted to kill him. How he didn't pay taxes and instead just pulled money out of a fish's mouth. He also talked about how God's people in the Old Testament were always asking for a king so that they could be like the other nations. They were never satisfied with being ruled by God alone. He also talked about the Israelites having a sabbath year every seven years when no one would harvest their crops so that the poor among them could eat. And the year of Jubilee every 49 years when people would return to their own property and debts would be forgiven. They were also slaves in Egypt.
Now I thought that that made a lot of sense and we moved on with our meeting.
Shortly after that I sat down to read the book that I am currently reading called "Jesus for President" and this is the first page that I read:
A curious politics is emerging here: the early Christians weren't trying to overthrow or even reform the empire, but also weren't going along with it. They were not reformists offering the world a better Rome. They offered the dissatisfied masses not a better government but another world altogether. In a world gone respectively insane, Christians, as they lived God's kingdom, embodied revolutionary subordination toward the kingdoms of the world, exemplified in the suffering humiliation of the crucified messiah, the slaughtered lamb who exposed the greed and violence of the world as he died naked on the cross.
One way the church stated its relationship to the powers was, "We must obey God rather than human beings!" (Acts 5:29). Maybe this is what St. Augustine was getting at when he said, "An unjust law is no law at all." But the attitude of Jesus and the church ran deeper than the usual Christian politics-that you obey the authorities when they are doing good and disobey them when they are doing bad. Rather, the church was always revolutionary through its subordination (just like carrying the pack two miles).
Very few Scriptures can be construed to say that we are unquestioningly to follow whatever kings and presidents dictate, no matter how out of line they seem to be. But some writings, like Romans 13, often surface as justification for such servitude. Nazi Germany, however, caused Christians to rethink blind obedience to the authorities. The church could not help but wonder, "When the bible says 'be subject,' either the Bible must not have thought that one through (and it is wrong), or we really are supposed to go along with the Nazis as God's will. Or...maybe there is something deeper going on here."
When we are careful to situate Paul's writing in the context and culture in which he wrote, we find that Paul offered a biting critique of power and a creative path of revolutionary love. We might remember Paul urging his friend Philemon to illegally welcome back home a fugitive slave, Onesimus, as a brother, instead of killing him for running away. This is a scandalous subversion of Roman hierarchy. Paul was just as radical as Jesus. Remember that the Paul who wrote "be subject to the authorities" is the same Paul who was stoned, exiled, jailed, and beaten for subverting the authorities (See Acts 17:6-8 for an example of how Paul's sermons were heard). This could explain why Paul used the same word for authorities when he said in Ephesians, "We wrestle not against flesh and blood but against the authorities [exousia] of this dark world."
Is it possible to submit and to subvert? Paul's life gives a clear yes, as does Jesus' crucifixion. Paul points out that the very act of submission is what "disarms the powers" by making a spectacle of their evil:
For it seems to me that God has put us apostles on display at the end of the procession, like men condemned to die in the arena. We have been made a spectacle to the whole universe, to angels as well as to men. 10We are fools for Christ, but you are so wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are strong! You are honored, we are dishonored! 11To this very hour we go hungry and thirsty, we are in rags, we are brutally treated, we are homeless. 12We work hard with our own hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure it; 13when we are slandered, we answer kindly. Up to this moment we have become the scum of the earth, the refuse of the world.
1 Cor. 4:9-13
Scum of the earth...this is Paul's snapshot of the early Jesus movement. Do we have the courage to follow?
-Jesus for president pg. 160&161
So that was the topic of pretty much all of my conversations today and I thought that maybe God was telling me something. And maybe I was wrong and maybe I am wrong in my views. And maybe what I am doing here in LA is wrong but it makes sense and I am going to continue doing it.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Jesus Wants to Save Christians!!!
Over the last few months I have been reading the Rob Bell books. I read Velvet Elvis in Los Angeles, and I read Jesus Wants to Save Christians this past weekend while I was visiting Cassie in Ann Arbor MI. Micah and Heather let me barrow Sex God so I will be starting that right after I finish typing this.
Anyway I just wanted to share with you my favorite part of Jesus Wants to Save Christians. Please let me know what you think:
Imagine the average youth group in the average church on the average Sunday. Imagine visiting this youth group and having the pastor say to you, "I just can't get my kids interested in Jesus. Do you have any suggestions?"
How do you respond?
To begin with, the church has a youth group. This is a brand new idea in church history. A luxury. Everybody in the church doesn't meet all together? All of the babies and the older folks and men and women and widows and students aren't in the same room, but they have gone to separate rooms?
And there are resources for this? People and organizational structures and a budget? Let's imagine that in this case, this pastor, this youth pastor, is paid a salary for his or her work. A church with enough resources to pay someone to oversee the students? Once again, this is brand new, almost unheard of in most of the churches of the world, and in church history, a brand new invention.
This salary can be paid and this building can be built because the people in the congregation have surplus. They have fed themselves and their kids and bought clothes and houses, and now, after these expenses, there is still money available. And this money is given in an act of generosity to the church, which disperses it to various places, among them the bank account of the pastor.
In many, if not most, of the churches in the world, immediate needs simply don't allow for such luxuries - too many people are hungry, too many don't have a roof, too many are sick - and so any surplus is spent immediately on the basic needs staring them right in the face.
People dying here, right now, today.
But this particular church is blessed, and we should be clear about this - it is blessing. It is good. It is fortunate that this particular church doesn't have those issues. This church has enough resources to hire a pastor who had the resources to get training to get these students in the student room to teach them about the way of Jesus. Many Christians around the world would stand in awe of that kind of blessing.
And these students in this church, these are good kids. They are from families that just want to see their kids become good Christians.
Imagine just how much is available to them. They have more at their fingertips than any generation in the history of the world - more information, more entertainment, more ideas, more ways to kill time, more options. Many of them own more than one pair of shoes. There are even some among them who have eaten at least one meal every day of their lives.
So we are talking about a minuscule minority of kids in the world. At the exit off the highway near their church is a Best Buy and a Chili's and a Circuit City and a McDonald's and a Wal Mart and a Bed, Bath, and Beyond, much like the other towns in their state and in their country. The music they listen to is distributed by one of five major corporations, which also own the movie studios that create the movies they watch, which are also connected to the corporations that create the food they eat and the commercials they watch, which also have significant ties to the clothes they wear and the cell phones they own, and the ring tone on their cell phones, the one by the artist who is signed to the record label that is owned by the same company that owns the cell phone company and the advertising agency that announced the artist's new album, which is owned by the same company that owns the beverage company in whose advertisement the artist appeared, drinking that particular beverage, singing the song that is now the ring tone on the students' phones that they purchased at the mall across the street from the Olive Garden next door to the Home Depot on the other side of the Starbucks.
And so each week they gather to hear a talk from the pastor. Their pastor tells them about the Jesus revolution. About Jesus resisting the system. About the blood of the cross. About many of the first Christians getting arrested. About Jesus having dinner with prostitutes and tax collectors. About people sharing their possessions. About Jesus telling a man to sell everything. About the uniqueness of their story in the larger story of redemption. How do children of the empire understand the Savior who was killed by an empire? How does a twelve-year-old who has never had hunger pangs that lasted more than an hour understand a story about a twelve-year-old providing fish and bread for thousands of chronically hungry people?
How do kids who are surrounded by more abundance than any other generation in the history of humanity take seriously a Messiah who said, "I have been anointed to preach good news to the poor"?
How do they fathom that half of the world is too poor to feed its kids when their church just spent two years raising money to build an addition to their building?
They gather, they sing, they hear a talk from the pastor, and then they get back in the car with their parents and they go home; the garage door opens, the car goes in, and the garage door goes down.
This is the revolution? This is what Jesus had in mind?
And so the youth pastor turns to you and says, again, "I just can't get my students engaged with Jesus. Do you have any suggestions?"
What do you say? How do you respond?
Your only hope, of course, would be to remind him or her that there is blood on the doorstep of the universe.
Anyway I just wanted to share with you my favorite part of Jesus Wants to Save Christians. Please let me know what you think:
Imagine the average youth group in the average church on the average Sunday. Imagine visiting this youth group and having the pastor say to you, "I just can't get my kids interested in Jesus. Do you have any suggestions?"
How do you respond?
To begin with, the church has a youth group. This is a brand new idea in church history. A luxury. Everybody in the church doesn't meet all together? All of the babies and the older folks and men and women and widows and students aren't in the same room, but they have gone to separate rooms?
And there are resources for this? People and organizational structures and a budget? Let's imagine that in this case, this pastor, this youth pastor, is paid a salary for his or her work. A church with enough resources to pay someone to oversee the students? Once again, this is brand new, almost unheard of in most of the churches of the world, and in church history, a brand new invention.
This salary can be paid and this building can be built because the people in the congregation have surplus. They have fed themselves and their kids and bought clothes and houses, and now, after these expenses, there is still money available. And this money is given in an act of generosity to the church, which disperses it to various places, among them the bank account of the pastor.
In many, if not most, of the churches in the world, immediate needs simply don't allow for such luxuries - too many people are hungry, too many don't have a roof, too many are sick - and so any surplus is spent immediately on the basic needs staring them right in the face.
People dying here, right now, today.
But this particular church is blessed, and we should be clear about this - it is blessing. It is good. It is fortunate that this particular church doesn't have those issues. This church has enough resources to hire a pastor who had the resources to get training to get these students in the student room to teach them about the way of Jesus. Many Christians around the world would stand in awe of that kind of blessing.
And these students in this church, these are good kids. They are from families that just want to see their kids become good Christians.
Imagine just how much is available to them. They have more at their fingertips than any generation in the history of the world - more information, more entertainment, more ideas, more ways to kill time, more options. Many of them own more than one pair of shoes. There are even some among them who have eaten at least one meal every day of their lives.
So we are talking about a minuscule minority of kids in the world. At the exit off the highway near their church is a Best Buy and a Chili's and a Circuit City and a McDonald's and a Wal Mart and a Bed, Bath, and Beyond, much like the other towns in their state and in their country. The music they listen to is distributed by one of five major corporations, which also own the movie studios that create the movies they watch, which are also connected to the corporations that create the food they eat and the commercials they watch, which also have significant ties to the clothes they wear and the cell phones they own, and the ring tone on their cell phones, the one by the artist who is signed to the record label that is owned by the same company that owns the cell phone company and the advertising agency that announced the artist's new album, which is owned by the same company that owns the beverage company in whose advertisement the artist appeared, drinking that particular beverage, singing the song that is now the ring tone on the students' phones that they purchased at the mall across the street from the Olive Garden next door to the Home Depot on the other side of the Starbucks.
And so each week they gather to hear a talk from the pastor. Their pastor tells them about the Jesus revolution. About Jesus resisting the system. About the blood of the cross. About many of the first Christians getting arrested. About Jesus having dinner with prostitutes and tax collectors. About people sharing their possessions. About Jesus telling a man to sell everything. About the uniqueness of their story in the larger story of redemption. How do children of the empire understand the Savior who was killed by an empire? How does a twelve-year-old who has never had hunger pangs that lasted more than an hour understand a story about a twelve-year-old providing fish and bread for thousands of chronically hungry people?
How do kids who are surrounded by more abundance than any other generation in the history of humanity take seriously a Messiah who said, "I have been anointed to preach good news to the poor"?
How do they fathom that half of the world is too poor to feed its kids when their church just spent two years raising money to build an addition to their building?
They gather, they sing, they hear a talk from the pastor, and then they get back in the car with their parents and they go home; the garage door opens, the car goes in, and the garage door goes down.
This is the revolution? This is what Jesus had in mind?
And so the youth pastor turns to you and says, again, "I just can't get my students engaged with Jesus. Do you have any suggestions?"
What do you say? How do you respond?
Your only hope, of course, would be to remind him or her that there is blood on the doorstep of the universe.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Sean Hannity makes me mad
So everyone knows that it is almost election day. Now for starters I can't wait for it to come just so it can be over with. Now I would consider myself to be a pretty well informed person when it comes to this election. I try to get my information from several different sources because no matter how you look at it every kind of news coverage is biased in some way. I don't believe that there is nor will there ever be a completely unbiased news network.
I also am not going to vote this election for several reasons. One being that I don't feel like I could support either candidate. I don't agree with several view points of both candidates. I also just down right don't trust any politicians. If they are going to lye to me then I am not going to support them. And they ALL lye.
Anyway having said that I wanted to talk about a well known far right radio host named Sean Hannity. I happened to be listening to his show while I was helping my dad farm today and he was doing this thing where he had a lady on the phone with him who was outside Madison Square Garden and she was picking people "at random" to talk to Hannity. It was pretty obvious that they were looking for uninformed Obama supporters, one of whom was drunk. So Sean would ask them some basic questions about the election like who are the two major candidates. Then he would ask them who they are voting for and all of them were voting for Obama. So then he asked them why do you think that Obama is qualified to be president. And of course they couldn't answer because the only reason they were voting for Obama was because they had seen his ad or heard him talk on the campaign trail. Which no politician says anything of substance on the campaign trail its all propaganda.
Anyway so then he would ask these people if they thought that it was a good idea to take money from the rich and give it to the poor. He would pretty much ask this same question and change it a little every time until he was asking them if they agreed with the following quote: "From each according to his abilities, to each according to his needs." which is of course a quote from Karl Marx. And of course they agreed with the quote and they didn't know who Karl Marx was. So then Hannity would thank them for being on the show right after he reminded them that election day was this Thursday. Then he would claim that he had just proven that Obama supporters were Marxists.
Now I have a lot of problems with the media on both sides of debate over the two parties. However I just happened to hear this broadcast and it made me so mad. First of all, Hannity is claiming that these are random people off the street which they were not. Then he can just get them to say whatever he wants by asking them the right questions that he knows how they will answer. And then on top of that he tries to tell them that election day is on Thursday.
I don't know I just wanted to share this cause I thought it was completely outrageous. Let me know what you think. I tried to find this braodcast online so you could hear it but I have not found it yet. I will put a link here if I do find it.
I also am not going to vote this election for several reasons. One being that I don't feel like I could support either candidate. I don't agree with several view points of both candidates. I also just down right don't trust any politicians. If they are going to lye to me then I am not going to support them. And they ALL lye.
Anyway having said that I wanted to talk about a well known far right radio host named Sean Hannity. I happened to be listening to his show while I was helping my dad farm today and he was doing this thing where he had a lady on the phone with him who was outside Madison Square Garden and she was picking people "at random" to talk to Hannity. It was pretty obvious that they were looking for uninformed Obama supporters, one of whom was drunk. So Sean would ask them some basic questions about the election like who are the two major candidates. Then he would ask them who they are voting for and all of them were voting for Obama. So then he asked them why do you think that Obama is qualified to be president. And of course they couldn't answer because the only reason they were voting for Obama was because they had seen his ad or heard him talk on the campaign trail. Which no politician says anything of substance on the campaign trail its all propaganda.
Anyway so then he would ask these people if they thought that it was a good idea to take money from the rich and give it to the poor. He would pretty much ask this same question and change it a little every time until he was asking them if they agreed with the following quote: "From each according to his abilities, to each according to his needs." which is of course a quote from Karl Marx. And of course they agreed with the quote and they didn't know who Karl Marx was. So then Hannity would thank them for being on the show right after he reminded them that election day was this Thursday. Then he would claim that he had just proven that Obama supporters were Marxists.
Now I have a lot of problems with the media on both sides of debate over the two parties. However I just happened to hear this broadcast and it made me so mad. First of all, Hannity is claiming that these are random people off the street which they were not. Then he can just get them to say whatever he wants by asking them the right questions that he knows how they will answer. And then on top of that he tries to tell them that election day is on Thursday.
I don't know I just wanted to share this cause I thought it was completely outrageous. Let me know what you think. I tried to find this braodcast online so you could hear it but I have not found it yet. I will put a link here if I do find it.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Tour
Since I quit my job I have really been doing nothing but having a lot of fun with my friends. Which is fine I guess but I am about ready to get back to work. I guess it wasn't all just fun and games. I did help the band I was on tour with, So Long Forgotten, with their equipment and merchandise. Plus I did do quite a bit of work on their bus.
Anyway, I am just writing this blog cause I wanted to talk about my travels this past month. As I said I went on tour with So Long Forgotten. We left from champaign in a bus named Gus which I helped modify to run on used vegetable oil. I will talk more on that subject later. Anyway, we left without getting to do a test run, which I was a little nervous about. We drove down to St. Louis without any problems which I was very happy, and pleasantly surprised about. We actually went through the entire tour without any major problems with the veggi system.
After St. Louis we went to Kansas City where they played at a really neat coffee shop venue called Main Street Cafe. The lady that owned it was really nice, she made us all dinner and she had an apartment upstairs that she let us stay in that night. It was really nice of her since sleeping on a bus night after night can get old fast. Well i am pretty used to it but for a normal person that lives in a house it can get old fast. She is a wonderful woman and she opens up this venue for the youth of the community so that they have a safe place to hang out. She also hangs out with them and talks with them she is kind of like an older sister to all of them.
We also met Thad in Kansas City. Thad is an amazing promoter who has since come to be our friend. He is from Topika KS and him and his family were very helpful to us and were very generous. He was able to get SLF on the 4 O'clock local news which was quite an experience in itself. Although the best thing about Thad is Thad himself. After Kansas City we played in Topika KS for Thad and then we raced off to Manhattan KS to see the Dark Knight at midnight the day it came out, which was amazing in all respects.
After Kansas City and Topika we were off to Colorado where we had several shows in a row around Denver. The first was in Johnstown at a place called 3js coffee house. It was a really cool place and there were like 6 bands that played that night. This old hippy guy ran it and he loved music, bikes, and most of all Jesus. He was really nice and he fed us all tacos. That night we stayed in Greeley, a college town, in a house with several students and in the morning they made us a wonderful breakfast. That night we played on the south side of Denver at a christian youth hang out center called Lifespot. We got there early to build a bed in our trailer.
The day after the Lifespot show I wanted to change the brake pads on the bus since it was pretty obvious that they were shot and I didn't want to drive over the mountains on bad brakes. So Joe, Dustin, and I decided to stay and work on the brakes. The rest of the guys decided to go to a nearby river to tube down it. We changed them in a auto zone parking lot and we ended up changing the pads, rotor, and caliper on one side so it turned out to be a very long and expensive job. The people that worked at auto zone were very helpful also and they let us barrow their impact drill which helped out a lot.
After Colorado we had a couple days off and the next place we had to be was in California. So along the way we stopped at Zion National Park in Utah. We got there late so there was no camping in the park left so the park ranger told us to go exactly 4 miles up the road and there is free camping there. when we got there it turned out to be a small dirt turn off from the main road and a small sign that said “camping 14 day max”. That was a great night cause we just set up camp next to a river and spent a lot of time trying to start a campfire. Then we sat around the campfire singing songs with an acoustic guitar before we went to bed.
The next day we climbed a mountain called Angels Landing in Zion National Park. That hike was one of the hardest things I have ever done partly because we did it so fast. There were points when you are climbing up this mountain on all fours and you come to an edge and you look down and it is a strait drop for 1300 feet to a river below. There was also a spot where you are pulling yourself up the mountain with a chain and you are on this narrow walk way holding onto this chain and you look to your left and its about a 700 foot drop and on your right its that same 1300 foot drop. But once we got to the top the view was absolutely breathtaking. It was like this valley that was so deep and it seemed to go on for miles.
That night we went to Barstow CA to play there. We met some really peppy high schoolers who were absolutely hilarious. They told us about how they would go ice blocking. Since they don't get snow there they would go to a liquor store and ask them for a big block of ice. They would take them to a hill, put a towel over them and slide down the hill on them. I thought that it was hilarious and I didn't believe them so they showed me some pictures and I told them that when I come back through town I wanted to try it with them.
The next day we went to Los Angeles we got to walk along the beach and I got to hang out with my good friend Mara, which was great.
We continued onto Bakersfield to play at a youth hang out that was run by a church. They had a whole skate park set up and there were over a hundred kids there but they seemed to be much more interested in the skate park than the band.
The next show that we had was in San Jose where they played at a really cool bar/pool hall. Afterwards we went to a hookah bar across the street.
After California we made our way to Ashland Oregon. On the way we had to replace three flat tires two on the trailer and one on the bus. Which was a bummer because we were going to go visit Seattle and we decided that since we were out of money and we still had two other tires that needed to be changed we probably should keep unnecessary driving to a minimum. We also picked up two hippie hitch hikers that were going to Ashland for some kind of a hippie festival they were very interesting and their names were Scotty and Banana Raptor who we then offered a banana to. That night we stayed at a truck stop. The next day we split up and some people went to the Oregon coast and the rest of us stayed in Ashland and hung out with one of the local bands from the night before. We went to their guitar players house where he lived with his parents up in the mountains. We drove on the most twisted road I think i have ever been on to get up to their house. It was a beautiful house and the guys father was a contractor and he had built the house himself. They made us a wonderful dinner and let us use their shower and we slept in the basement. The next day they took us to a state park in ashland that was son beautiful and peaceful. There was a small lake there that had a rope swing near it. There were these one kids that would take the rope swing and stand on the top platform for it and started to climb a tree that was nearby so they could jump out of the tree swing on the rope and then do like two flips in a row before hitting the water. I tried to do a flip but ended up landing on my head instead. There was also this stream that emptied into the lake that was so great. It was just crystal clear and there were so many soft stones in it.
We were soon on our way again. We headed to Salt Lake City to play in a back alley at an interesting venue that was essentially a garage. We kept moving along back to Colorado where we made a stop in Fort Collins and then stayed in Greeley again. It was a weekend and there were a lot of college parties going on around the area where we stayed. I was going to sleep in the trailer that night so I was getting my bed ready and one by one people started to come up to me asking me about the bus that we traveled in and who we were. I guess a big shuttle bus with a trailer behind it is a strange sight to see on a college campus. Anyway all these people were really nice and they invited me to go to a party with them which was really cool cause everyone was very friendly. I went with them to like 3 house parties before I went to bed.
After leaving Colorado we continued on to Topeka KS once again where we played for a youth group that was absolutely fantastic and we talked with many of them for a couple hours after the show. They were also very generous, they bought quite a bit of merch. That night we also decided to drive past the Phelps house. They are the creators of the website godhatesamerica.com. They like to picket dead soldiers funerals and they fly an upside down american flag in their lawn. On one of the signs around their house there are the words “go to hell Fred Phelps!!!” spray painted on the wall. I wanted to take gay pictures in front but we were afraid that they would call the cops. We also got to stay at our good friend Thad's grandparent's house. They live on a small lake and Thad's dad took us out on their boat which was very refreshing. They also made us an amazing dinner and they were cramming food down our throats. It was so delicious.
Finally it was time for our last stop on tour in Omaha where the show was in the basement of a church. Afterwards we went to on of Greenwood's friend's house to eat spaghetti and say our final farewells. That night I drove the bus late into the night and then fell asleep in one of the bunks and when I woke up we were home again.
After over 6400 miles and about 3 weeks we were back at home in Champaign. We had a lot of fun and there was also a lot of tension at times between that many people in such a small place. But it was all worth it and I am glad that I got to help these guys out with their tour. If you guys are reading i love you all and I am blessed to have you all in my life.
So now the fun is over even though I had some pretty exciting adventures since then. (I will save them for another blog entry.) It is time to get back to work thanks for reading.
Love, Sam
A big thanks to So Long Forgotten
www.myspace.com/solongforgotten
Anyway, I am just writing this blog cause I wanted to talk about my travels this past month. As I said I went on tour with So Long Forgotten. We left from champaign in a bus named Gus which I helped modify to run on used vegetable oil. I will talk more on that subject later. Anyway, we left without getting to do a test run, which I was a little nervous about. We drove down to St. Louis without any problems which I was very happy, and pleasantly surprised about. We actually went through the entire tour without any major problems with the veggi system.
After St. Louis we went to Kansas City where they played at a really neat coffee shop venue called Main Street Cafe. The lady that owned it was really nice, she made us all dinner and she had an apartment upstairs that she let us stay in that night. It was really nice of her since sleeping on a bus night after night can get old fast. Well i am pretty used to it but for a normal person that lives in a house it can get old fast. She is a wonderful woman and she opens up this venue for the youth of the community so that they have a safe place to hang out. She also hangs out with them and talks with them she is kind of like an older sister to all of them.
We also met Thad in Kansas City. Thad is an amazing promoter who has since come to be our friend. He is from Topika KS and him and his family were very helpful to us and were very generous. He was able to get SLF on the 4 O'clock local news which was quite an experience in itself. Although the best thing about Thad is Thad himself. After Kansas City we played in Topika KS for Thad and then we raced off to Manhattan KS to see the Dark Knight at midnight the day it came out, which was amazing in all respects.
After Kansas City and Topika we were off to Colorado where we had several shows in a row around Denver. The first was in Johnstown at a place called 3js coffee house. It was a really cool place and there were like 6 bands that played that night. This old hippy guy ran it and he loved music, bikes, and most of all Jesus. He was really nice and he fed us all tacos. That night we stayed in Greeley, a college town, in a house with several students and in the morning they made us a wonderful breakfast. That night we played on the south side of Denver at a christian youth hang out center called Lifespot. We got there early to build a bed in our trailer.
The day after the Lifespot show I wanted to change the brake pads on the bus since it was pretty obvious that they were shot and I didn't want to drive over the mountains on bad brakes. So Joe, Dustin, and I decided to stay and work on the brakes. The rest of the guys decided to go to a nearby river to tube down it. We changed them in a auto zone parking lot and we ended up changing the pads, rotor, and caliper on one side so it turned out to be a very long and expensive job. The people that worked at auto zone were very helpful also and they let us barrow their impact drill which helped out a lot.
After Colorado we had a couple days off and the next place we had to be was in California. So along the way we stopped at Zion National Park in Utah. We got there late so there was no camping in the park left so the park ranger told us to go exactly 4 miles up the road and there is free camping there. when we got there it turned out to be a small dirt turn off from the main road and a small sign that said “camping 14 day max”. That was a great night cause we just set up camp next to a river and spent a lot of time trying to start a campfire. Then we sat around the campfire singing songs with an acoustic guitar before we went to bed.
The next day we climbed a mountain called Angels Landing in Zion National Park. That hike was one of the hardest things I have ever done partly because we did it so fast. There were points when you are climbing up this mountain on all fours and you come to an edge and you look down and it is a strait drop for 1300 feet to a river below. There was also a spot where you are pulling yourself up the mountain with a chain and you are on this narrow walk way holding onto this chain and you look to your left and its about a 700 foot drop and on your right its that same 1300 foot drop. But once we got to the top the view was absolutely breathtaking. It was like this valley that was so deep and it seemed to go on for miles.
That night we went to Barstow CA to play there. We met some really peppy high schoolers who were absolutely hilarious. They told us about how they would go ice blocking. Since they don't get snow there they would go to a liquor store and ask them for a big block of ice. They would take them to a hill, put a towel over them and slide down the hill on them. I thought that it was hilarious and I didn't believe them so they showed me some pictures and I told them that when I come back through town I wanted to try it with them.
The next day we went to Los Angeles we got to walk along the beach and I got to hang out with my good friend Mara, which was great.
We continued onto Bakersfield to play at a youth hang out that was run by a church. They had a whole skate park set up and there were over a hundred kids there but they seemed to be much more interested in the skate park than the band.
The next show that we had was in San Jose where they played at a really cool bar/pool hall. Afterwards we went to a hookah bar across the street.
After California we made our way to Ashland Oregon. On the way we had to replace three flat tires two on the trailer and one on the bus. Which was a bummer because we were going to go visit Seattle and we decided that since we were out of money and we still had two other tires that needed to be changed we probably should keep unnecessary driving to a minimum. We also picked up two hippie hitch hikers that were going to Ashland for some kind of a hippie festival they were very interesting and their names were Scotty and Banana Raptor who we then offered a banana to. That night we stayed at a truck stop. The next day we split up and some people went to the Oregon coast and the rest of us stayed in Ashland and hung out with one of the local bands from the night before. We went to their guitar players house where he lived with his parents up in the mountains. We drove on the most twisted road I think i have ever been on to get up to their house. It was a beautiful house and the guys father was a contractor and he had built the house himself. They made us a wonderful dinner and let us use their shower and we slept in the basement. The next day they took us to a state park in ashland that was son beautiful and peaceful. There was a small lake there that had a rope swing near it. There were these one kids that would take the rope swing and stand on the top platform for it and started to climb a tree that was nearby so they could jump out of the tree swing on the rope and then do like two flips in a row before hitting the water. I tried to do a flip but ended up landing on my head instead. There was also this stream that emptied into the lake that was so great. It was just crystal clear and there were so many soft stones in it.
We were soon on our way again. We headed to Salt Lake City to play in a back alley at an interesting venue that was essentially a garage. We kept moving along back to Colorado where we made a stop in Fort Collins and then stayed in Greeley again. It was a weekend and there were a lot of college parties going on around the area where we stayed. I was going to sleep in the trailer that night so I was getting my bed ready and one by one people started to come up to me asking me about the bus that we traveled in and who we were. I guess a big shuttle bus with a trailer behind it is a strange sight to see on a college campus. Anyway all these people were really nice and they invited me to go to a party with them which was really cool cause everyone was very friendly. I went with them to like 3 house parties before I went to bed.
After leaving Colorado we continued on to Topeka KS once again where we played for a youth group that was absolutely fantastic and we talked with many of them for a couple hours after the show. They were also very generous, they bought quite a bit of merch. That night we also decided to drive past the Phelps house. They are the creators of the website godhatesamerica.com. They like to picket dead soldiers funerals and they fly an upside down american flag in their lawn. On one of the signs around their house there are the words “go to hell Fred Phelps!!!” spray painted on the wall. I wanted to take gay pictures in front but we were afraid that they would call the cops. We also got to stay at our good friend Thad's grandparent's house. They live on a small lake and Thad's dad took us out on their boat which was very refreshing. They also made us an amazing dinner and they were cramming food down our throats. It was so delicious.
Finally it was time for our last stop on tour in Omaha where the show was in the basement of a church. Afterwards we went to on of Greenwood's friend's house to eat spaghetti and say our final farewells. That night I drove the bus late into the night and then fell asleep in one of the bunks and when I woke up we were home again.
After over 6400 miles and about 3 weeks we were back at home in Champaign. We had a lot of fun and there was also a lot of tension at times between that many people in such a small place. But it was all worth it and I am glad that I got to help these guys out with their tour. If you guys are reading i love you all and I am blessed to have you all in my life.
So now the fun is over even though I had some pretty exciting adventures since then. (I will save them for another blog entry.) It is time to get back to work thanks for reading.
Love, Sam
A big thanks to So Long Forgotten
www.myspace.com/solongforgotten
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Van Life
If you had told me that I would be living in a van today one year ago I probably would have said that you are crazy. I mean no one in his right mind would just want to go live in a van. Well since I have been living in a van I have learned a lot about my friends, I have learned a lot about the people I thought were my friends, the people I know, and the people that I meet. And probably most importantly I have learned a lot about myself.
When I decided to do this it started with a book called “The Irresistible Revolution” by Shane Claiborne. Shane is someone who I respect and I can also identify with him and some of his stories. Now I don’t want to talk about the book too much if you are interested then you can read it. But basically I am a Christian and have been for most of my life. Shane discuses in the book a completely different side of Christianity in which there are no multi million dollar churches or pastors getting paid six figured salaries or book stores making a fortune off the name of god. He talks a lot about poverty and the lack of interest the Christian community has with such a major problem in our country.
Anyway when I started living in a van my goal was to experience “homelessness” even though living in a van is a stretch on the word homeless. I wanted to be part of the solution to poverty and I believe that no one can understand a problem unless they experience it. I cannot honestly say that that is still my goal because, I mean, it is over. I have already experienced it for the better part of a year. In that amount of time I have found myself strangely comfortable in the van and I have no plans to move out of it.
There were other things going on in my life that assisted like the situation with my roommate, and the fact that I had the van at my disposal. When I read The Irresistible Revolution I saw a person who had taken their life as an average middle class college student and done something radical with it. I thought that is exactly the kind of thing that I want to do. I am the kind of person that doesn’t like to conform or just go with the flow. If everyone else is going to grow up, go to school, get a job, get a wife, buy a house, have kids. Then I am going to do the exact opposite. Don’t get me wrong I would love to have a family of my own someday, and I probably will but for right now I just want to live in a van and be a kid. And I know that that isn’t a very responsible way of looking at my life, but I feel like I am pretty young still and I think I will have that mind set for at least another year or so.
Another reason that I decided to move into a van was that I think that rent is the biggest scam in human history. It makes me very sad that we put so much emphasis on money. Americans are probably the worst too. You turn on your TV and you see shows like Cribs and The Real Housewives of New York and you can see that Americans just glorify the wealthy. I mean look at the American dream the idea that one's prosperity depends upon one's own abilities and hard work. It is all selfishness. Someone once said that when we really learn how to love each other capitalism won’t be possible and Marxism won’t be necessary. I love that quote because if you think about it, it is so true. Can you imagine what life would be like if everyone bought things for other people instead of buying things for themselves? We would all be rich.
There is this group of people called the Psalters. They all live together on a bus and they just drive all around the country and sing worship songs and perform. They live nomadically because they want to live like many of the disciples in the bible lived. They talk about how none of us have a real home here on earth because nothing that we have here will last in terms of eternity. Its like when we buy a house we say that this is my house or my land. But they live life in the state of mind that we never actually own anything and all the social systems that man creates just tries to elevate man to gods level.
But it is important for me to say that it started with the book. See I struggle with this type of mindset just as much as anyone else. Buying an iphone and a $2200 computer is not exactly using my money to benefit myself in the eternal aspect. Neither is going to Spain for any reason other than to have fun. That’s why I feel that it is not a good thing that I continue to live in a van and then I turn around and spend the money that I save on myself. If I remember right I was supposed to do this so that I would be the solution to a problem. See when I moved into the van I thought this is great now I can take all this money that I am going to save and go buy a bunch of homeless people some food. It is easy for me to say that before the fact but once you actually have all that money, its like well I really want an iphone and I can help out the homeless some other time. Wow I feel like a terrible person as I write this but it is so true.
Its like people that are so wealthy that they cant spend their money fast enough. It is so easy for them to just give their money to charity because they have so much of it. Then everyone looks at them and they are like wow look at this person giving $50,000 to the homeless. What about their time though? It is easy for people like that to give their money away but they don’t have to see where it is going or be the one to find a homeless person on the street and say hey come with me to this cafe and I will buy you a meal. Its almost like they are paying so they don’t have to spend any of their time at a homeless shelter. All the money in the world would be useless if there is no one there to budget it and spend it where it needs to be spent.
Now I will be the first one to tell you that I am a hypocrite. So right now I am going to challenge myself. I am going to spend half of my paycheck on someone else. I am going to take this very seriously and I want you guys to keep me accountable. I want you guys to ask me how I am doing with it. If I cant do that by the end of May then I will move into an apartment. This is the only way I can justify living in a van and I think I can do it.
Now you may ask whom exactly I will spend this money on. I don’t want you all to think that you are getting a new TV. I do have a plan for the money, I have this idea in my head that I have thought about for quite some time but I have never put it into action. This is the perfect opportunity to do it.
I call it the Love Project. What I would like to do is rent, or lease a house somewhere in Champaign. I would park the van in its driveway this way I would not be freeloading power and Internet. I want the house to be located in the poorest part of Champaign. I would then go out and find a few homeless people and invite them to come live in my house where they would have their own bed and a room that they could share with another person. They could live there only under the condition that they work hard to get clean from any addictions they may have, or find a job I want this place to be a transition home to help the homeless. In addition to being a temporary home for these people the house would also be a headquarters for a group of volunteers to help the surrounding community. Things like picking up trash, helping people with household chores, helping kids with homework, delivering peace meals, and other things like that.
Now I know that this sounds like a lot of work and I realize that this is going to be a huge goal or challenge for me to reach. I think that this would take the combined efforts of many people, people that I probably haven’t even met yet. But I believe that spending half of my paycheck on the homeless is a good start to reaching this goal.
It really bothers me the lack of community service that the area churches do around Champaign. Sometimes I wish that people that go to church every Sunday would spend more time being servants of the people around them than worshiping God. When people think of a Christian they probably get a picture of an ultra conservative, Republican, rich, person. I think Christians have this arrogance about them and I think that it is because many Christians push religion onto people. Its like “well I am a better person than you because I am a Christian”. I don’t think that it should be that way at all. Somehow I don’t think that that is how Jesus lived. In fact I know that Jesus didn’t live like that. Jesus didn’t push his views on people or tell them that they are terrible people or look down on them. He didn’t go around and judge people.
There is this hilarious video online where Jesus is walking around the disciples and telling them all the sins they have committed and how they should all repent and be sorry for what they did. Now the video is quite funny but I think that it is the perfect example of how people view Jesus. I think that people get that image because of how many Christians act towards other people. It makes me sad that so many Christians cant just simply live like Jesus lived and love people and be a servant towards other people, like Mother Teresa.
In the Irresistible Revolution Shane tells a great story about Mother Teresa (he worked along side her for some time before she died). He was saying how he noticed that her feet were deformed and disfigured. He asked someone how her feet got that way and they told him that whenever the mission where she worked got a box of shoes, she would always go through the whole box and she would find the pair of shoes that were the most worn and she would use them so that all the other people around her had a better pair of shoes than she did. Now I am getting a little sidetracked here but I think that this is the perfect example of something that Jesus would do if he were running the mission.
So in conclusion I want to thank you for reading about my thoughts. It is kind of weird for me to be just laying my thoughts out for everyone to read, probably because I get kind of nervous when I want to be serious. It is much easier for me to live a comedic life. But I hope that you can understand better what my mindset is when I go home to a van every night. If you have any questions about it I want to encourage you to talk to me one on one about what I have written here. It would be a much more comfortable setting than talking in front of everyone in the office. Also I would love it if you could check out the videos on my youtube channel. I have given the link and a short description of each of them on the next page.
Go to www.youtube.com/buklybrawler85 at the top of the screen you will see several links, click on the one entitled “playlists”. Click on “van life”.
Psalters interviewed on AWIP - with Shane Claiborne
This video is one of my vary favorite ones. The psalters, I mentioned earlier, have a wonderful way of thinking about how to live life. I really love how they put their ideas into words.
mewithoutYou Aaron Weiss in Amsterdam
mewithoutYou is probably my favorite band. Aaron is the lead singer and this video is a little long but I want to encourage you to watch the whole thing. Whenever I listen to Aaron speak it inspires me so much, and I hope that he does the same for you.
awip.us Volume II - Wall Street Money Drop w Shane Claiborne
Now this video gets a little corny at the end but I still like it. When the awip group earned $10,000 on Wall Street they turned it all into change and singles and spread it up and down Wall Street to “give the money back” to the homeless. I also like the stats at the beginning.
Shane Claiborne's New DVD Project
Now I don’t know anything about this DVD but I like this video because Shane explains the Simple Way very well. I also like some of the topics he brings up.
Aaron Weiss of mewithout You on AWIP - with Shane Claiborne
This is another video of Aaron Weiss talking about some of his own struggles and his time at the Simple Way.
PLEASE CHECK OUT THESE VIDEOS
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